I really have to put more effort in my studies starting from today, thus today's post will be a short one again. Today was Sri KDU's 3-way conference. 3-way conference is similar to report card day. I didn't want to go but I was oblige as my mom wanted to go. As we were going to school, it occur to me that this would be my last 'report card day' in my high school life.
I expected the comments that my teachers would give. They would always say 'Ee Wen is a bright and hardworking student, but I expected her to have done better for her mid year.' or 'Ee Wen is a dedicated student in class, but she hasn't reach her stage yet, I believe she could have done better.' Same lines over and over again by my beloved teachers. My English teacher even told me to improve my hand writing to avoid essay being illegible to examiners.
I was smiling boisterously though through out the entire conference. Not because of the comments that teacher gave but because of my performance. I don't wish to brag but if you compare my form 1 year end marks with my form 4 year end and form 5 mid year, you'll be dumb struck, shocked, nonplusand even flabbergasted. I wasn't always a bright and hardworking student. I used to failed all my exams in form 1 and didn't give a shit about it.
Yup, that was my grade. I only got and A for English
But as my form 1 life ended, I came to my senses and thought to myself that I wanted to succeeded in my life, I don't wish to rely on people when I grow up. That's when I decided to turn over a new leaf and become a scrupulous and determine person.
The D was for Chinese!
Though I wasn't still satisfied with my results but I accepted it anyway, I vow that I would do better for form 3
D was for Chinese!
That was mid year of course, form 3 had another year end exam and that is PMR! My initial goal was to pass all my subjects with either an A or a B. I successfully did it, but I wasn't contented with it. I knew I could have done better...
And then, form 4 year end exam. It was the last year they would grade it with 2A, 1A and so on.
Ya, I failed for Moral :\
And the last mid year paper of my high school life.
This year, I've a new plan and that's to get all A+ in all my subjects. Very stressful and hectic, yes I know, but the outcome is unimaginable and worth it. So in order to do that, I shall discipline myself from today onwards until SPM is over.
Tata everyone~