Friday, April 11, 2008
My world is torning APART
K people it's gona be an emo post today. I'm not happy with my current possition in KDU as I've been into so many quarrels and arguements the past few days. I shall not mention their names as to respect that their privacy although I know some of u may know who they are. And there's only 1 picture for today. LIVE WITH IT!
Monday had a terrible day. Ms.L said i was the whip last week and I'm suddenly not. I was shut by my own debate people as they don't even care and didn't know that I was suppose to be the whip. I was crying with broken heart as to think why do people like this exsist in this world.
I guess that's why life's not all fun and games. Imagine you had a duty and no one knew and just pass it on to someone else, how would that made you feel? Well screw it, I'm sick of joining debate and I'll never join another fucking debate again as long as I live. Unless I'm force to and I'm not the reserve!!!!!!
Tuesday I forgot what happende. Mr.Jaya was teaching sejarah as usual. Puan Kondamah made us do presentation on...Sejarah? She's a moral teacher for heaven sake why is she making us do a presentation on tokoh of sejarah? O_O
Wednesday listen to the debaters blableling about their points. But then later my class debate came. Title was 'CCA is a waste of time'. My team was the opposition. I was piss at the other team who stole my points without INFORMING me at all. I needed that man =.=
Gourverment :
- Sai Kiat (1st speaker)
- Joel (2nd speaker)
- Say Hou (whip)
Opposition :
- Chuan Ling (1st speaker)
- Ghis Laine (2nd speaker)
- Ee Wen - me- (whip) -obviously, i didn't get a chance in debate after all!
Anyway, we started off pretty good until Say Hou POI me XD lolz. My mind doesn't work that fast sorry. So Ms.L had a tough decition on deciding who should be the winner as both gourverment and opposition were good. But at last, my team won and Say Hou -to everyone's surprise - and I got the best speaker. Syahrain, Daneil also got the best speaker congratz to them too. So class debate was fun for people - LIKE ME! - who can't get into debate.
Thursday was the day of the debate. Debaters -except me duh- was nervous. They were compiting againts 2E. In the end they lost. Too bad try harder next year people. You can't expect to reach the top in 1 try now can you? Get over it and move on people! At least you got the chance to speak infront of other people OK! Sejarah teacher didn't come and really made the people who went for speech and drama class fustrated as we had to run all the way back to class. The one thing I love was because I got to bound with Syahrain, Shifaa and Nadirah in projects and I found 1 thing in comman we all have... WE ALL LIKE ANIME! XD lolz And OMG! We have an amzing bound that we just keep talking and talking non stop. I love those type of bound. Not only that, the class found a new game call memory game. It's quite fun i've to admit cause it helps to improve your memory :)
Friday, debaters still complaining. Sejarah teacher didn't come again. Went to eat at Primary block with Euncie and Sook Teng. Piss by someone again I don't know why. I was doing it to another dude not u ok. Had xtra class for BM and Ghis Laine sister came. She was so cute, I meant cute to Ghis Laine's sister :P and Puan Norul was like being such a good 'mother' to her. lolz.
After all the drama I'm home now typing this roller coster ride life. Gues life is not all fun and games, there'll be ups and downs along the way. So life's not alway friendly people! Remember that. If you ever need some1 to talk to come to me as I'm also feeling moody these days and in need of a really true, kind, caring, trusthworthy friend :(
Gays of the class!